How to Cope with a Scary Diagnosis
I’ve been questioning whether or not I should share this because I don’t want to draw attention onto what I’m wanting to clear and heal. But I also know how powerful it is to talk about what’s been placed in our paths - for all of us. Vulnerability has gotten me through a hell of a year and by opening my heart to you, I have received tremendous amounts of love and support.
So I’d like to share now with you that I’ve recently been diagnosed with Lyme Disease.
Actually, what I’d really like to say is that “I am now healing from Lyme Disease”.
I am very tuned into my body. I’ve also gotten pretty good at being able to observe the crashing waves of the mind rather than being swept under. Starting this fall I sensed a disturbance in the force. I attributed it to the grief from losing my dad coupled with the fact that I’m a mother of three & running my own biz. But something told me it was more.
After going through my health history my dr decided to run a Lyme panel, which came back positive.
I’m SUPER optimistic. I know that illness can be an initiation, and I am acutely aware that I am being guided. I am not scared. I’m not panicked. I’m super grounded & committed to healing. I am a warrior. And I know that my perspective is what will see me through to the other side.
For the last several years I have been healing out loud. No one ever told me to do this or that this is what I *should* do. It’s just what I know, it’s just who I am. I share. I like connecting the dots of situations, circumstances, & occurrences that don’t seem to be related. I love being able to turn the ordinary into the extraordinary by flipping the script and finding the miracle. And i love sharing it with you, it’s what feeds my soul.
So I will share with you what I learn, & how this disease will help me to become even stronger and blossom into the woman I came here to be.
I know I am being cracked open to become an even clearer channel for Spirit to speak through & my art to move through. I just might have to rest a little more
I have a team of wonderful specialists and Lyme thrivers supporting me.
And I also humbly ask for your love too. <3